Saturday, November 01, 2003
ok. it was a plan doomed to fail. but I was so confident on this whole low carb nightmare that I started 2 weeks ago, i bought halloween cupcake mix to make about 50 for my coworkers. It all seemed so innocent. I licked some frosting but managed to make the whole 2 boxes and frost them all, it was such a show of strength. then I got to work and sent out the email about the cupcakes. then i received all these "those were sooo yummy." emails. i started to cave. i left a container of them on my desk, watched people eat them with joy, I started to cave. Then I grabbed one when I realized that I was not going to have lunch for a while. and I chowed it. like I had never eaten a cupcake in my life. it was yummy! then at lunch I had some tortillas. i fell. then at dinner for mindee's going away party, I was so good, a little tiny piece of bread, salmon. yum. i was regaining strength. then the desserts were ordered which I had no part of, until all these girls started to leave and I was left with 4 other gals and 4 HUGE desserts. I nibbled, went in for seconds, thirds and hey lets call it a day. I didnt feel good at all. I felt really ill. I drove home in shame. today I have been good though! and I played two soccer games to boot! im off to see DC UNITED play some soccer!!!! GOOOO DC! # of goals I should have had today: 5, # of assists i ended up having: 1
